They say admission is the first step right?

I am *gulp* extremely overweight and not just a little bit. A Lot! I need help and someone who is willing to kick my @$$ if I should say "not today". But alas I havn't quite figured out how to cope with having the kids around while I do it... additionally I feel like I could benefit from a personal trainer, but I don't have the money that is necessary to obtain one.

I have weight goals . . . but really I just need to get healthy. Getting winded going up and down a few flights of stairs sucks and I want it to end. I just haven't found THE motivator.

My eye opener is that I can't stand what I look like in photographs. And that is not like me. I don[t generally care. But lately I do. Also, clothes that I wore 3 years ago don't fit. . . and I was big then! I have known all of this the whole time but I am hoping that admission will be my first step towards "recovery" of my healthy self.

So whose willing to drag me nay help me get motivated?